爱情笨蛋

原来我和他都有一点是相似的。至少我们将原无生命的日记当成会与自己的生灵对话的活物。开始我以为我是傻子，更因为此怪癖与最要好的朋友反面，我也劝说自己的行为是任性的。一年后，我收起了‘他’。

今天，他的习惯令我回忆起当初的自己。以为我们的距离是遥远的，没想到是那么近而陌生。

愿他与我能早日放下不值得的，珍惜自己吧！

breathe~

When you are feeling anxious, remember to breath. Allow yourself to breathe in and out slowly. Allow your breath to bring you to a place of calmness. Allow yourself to be calm like the eye in the center of the storm. :)

We had just studied about route of drug administration:D Do you know the correct way of using nebuliser??? you tube has it! hahah

miracle

When the night feels very long, remember that a new day is just around the bend. With each day we are given new hope, new possibilities, new opportunities. Each day is a miracle. 

We will have more dances than stunt! i wanna have a flexible, Not- A- Noob body language! Maybe i shall go and seek for advice from friends, those who like dancing. How to look confident in my every move and step? hmm..and i hesitated again while doing the stunts. Anywhere, i strongly believe that practices make everything perfect.

Sigh.. it's no good at all. i often fall asleep during the lessons even though i have finished a whole bar of mentos. i had slept for at least 5 hours for yesterday night. i hope that it does improve my concentration. Thanks to friends for concerning about my health lately :)

 

 

it's okay to ask for help

Shu fang always tells me to ask help from her when i get troubles. hehe

" Sometimes we get overwhelmed with the details and complexities of our lives. Sometimes we need some help to get untangled, to gain a new perspective. Ask for help. Help may come in human or divine form. It may be seen or unseen. Ask, and ye shall receive. ''

i have so many friends who are willing to help me out. My life is great as i have a bunch of great friends :)
i love them a lot but i am really sorry that i don't know the way to express my love. Sometimes when you guys ask me to hang out, my heart really likes the suggestion however i still need to listen to my parents. If i go out a little often my parents will think that i have changed to a girl who dislikes to stay at home. Besides that, i am saving money currently. i indeed hope that my decision or rejections do not disappoint you guys. i really miss Freeze. :( i wanna eat Japanese Food. i wanna meet Yue Sun, i wanna meet EVERYONE! But, i will only kill the fun if i chose not to eat, or have to leave in the middle of the outing.

Chinese New Year is coming soon. So now what? How can i plan my time wisely to make myself available for all visits? Not to forget to slot out some time for family and relatives. However, most probably i will be in ipoh, my hometown for one whole week. :(

PBL :(

i was depressed by my performance during my pbl. AHHH... i still could not change my behavior at all! Being unserious.

me: '' ...this drug hydrochlorothiazide has some side effects especially for males.. like.. impotence. ''

i gave our groupmates and facilitator a glance... hmm.. yes, i still behaved good.

But when i saw my friend giving me a smile...gosh, this triggered my laughing-like-heaven mode

i could not control myself and made my face in red due to laughing too hard for at least 5 seconds. My friends, too had tried to chill me down.

Friend: '' .. increase the heart pulse rate...''

'' bu-bup!''

yeah, it's me again. i made this annoying sound effect. i was SO SORRY. when i was 'ingesting' the points given by my friend, i got high and acted stupid.

ah~~~ i was really a lamer in my pbl.

In the end of it, as we discussed about the uses of magnesium ion, i crapped. Once i finally realised that i was still in the room

'' oh... sorry, i think i said something wrong again.''

G_G... the facilitator himself, too laughed at me.

i could not imagine how many marks will be given to my performance, out of 7.5? AHHHHHH .. i just cant be serious. i need a long way to instil professionalism within myself.

But, funnily, my friends voted me as the leader for next pbl session. LOL anywhere i rejected it. XD

Thank you for that !

Awesome advice!

'' If you feel too busy, you are... ''

Give yourself permission to be un-busy. Give yourself an hour or a day to simply be. Allow yourself the luxury of a small retreat. Allow your spirit time to be restored. Even God took a day of rest.

hmm... but i am really not sure whether i am still within the limit or not. ( yawn~  >< )
Thank you!!!  Shu Fang !! X) actually i don't mind that it's pink, but i am too used to say : '' owh~ pink! '' hehe...your chocolate was my savior! It helped me to stay awake in class. Thank you once again!!! <3

Hard to reject

i must be blinded.

i agreed to perform on 14th February. But, it's so hard to reject when they are willing to make adjustments on the practice days just for me. Especially Jessica, gosh! i just could not reject her approach every time. AHHHHH~

Now, regretfulness rushed into my head after hearing that the performance will have more dances but less stunts. i AM REALLY NO GOOD in DANCING! Moreover due to the performance date was dropped on valentine's day, there might be couple dance in our routine. i wanna cry silently. ( .......................... )

i am flexible but it does not mean that i am good in dancing, i can do taeguek but it does not mean that i am good in memorizing the dance steps and following up the beats.

sigh! i don't want to be the obstacle of successful performance! Inti's one was a dark mark to me. Therefore, .......... i try my best since they have so much confidence that i am able to do that. (............................... )

But let's pray that i don't have to do that twist cradler.

ps: it's quite weird to watch cheerleading show on valentine's day. Who suggested it? =.=