Hard to reject

i must be blinded.

i agreed to perform on 14th February. But, it's so hard to reject when they are willing to make adjustments on the practice days just for me. Especially Jessica, gosh! i just could not reject her approach every time. AHHHHH~

Now, regretfulness rushed into my head after hearing that the performance will have more dances but less stunts. i AM REALLY NO GOOD in DANCING! Moreover due to the performance date was dropped on valentine's day, there might be couple dance in our routine. i wanna cry silently. ( .......................... )

i am flexible but it does not mean that i am good in dancing, i can do taeguek but it does not mean that i am good in memorizing the dance steps and following up the beats.

sigh! i don't want to be the obstacle of successful performance! Inti's one was a dark mark to me. Therefore, .......... i try my best since they have so much confidence that i am able to do that. (............................... )

But let's pray that i don't have to do that twist cradler.

ps: it's quite weird to watch cheerleading show on valentine's day. Who suggested it? =.=