Showing posts with label glitters in life (lol). Show all posts
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Friday, November 25, 2011

The Movie Day!

Yesterday was a great day and experience for me again!

i woke up at 3am something, yeah, i never thought of changing my biological clock until now. My previous Math teacher always complaint about it but i never change :/

Again, having a damn early breakfast: a cup of Goodday Milk with twiggies!!! X) at 4 something, continued with some studies before departed to school at 7.30am.

Recently i am attending to a Christianity class called, two ways to live. i would say this class is not bad at all. it triggers me to think a lot, yet confuses me. The class was started at 8am, that's the reason why i had to go to uni. haha.

Since i still had some time before attending to CF, i went and met Shu Fang, entered her class as well. Guess what? :P Be proud of this PM3! hahah, she is the top student in her batch! Shu Fang never changes at all and still a freaking hardworking girl! :) They were having pharmacology class, same lecturer but different lecture's content :/ 

Then, i went for CF. It's a movie sharing day. Great discussion i had here. Thanks to sisters and brothers. Their sharings are useful to me. Thank God.

Around 5pm, Albert wanted to buy a new pair of sportshoes so i took this as an opportunity to take public transport again, to midvalley shopping mall! thank you! hah! Reason that i chose not to drive was that i never took train at night before, this tempted me. >< Since his class ended earlier, there was much time left for us to watch a movie--> PUSS IN BOOTS! damn! the cat is so darn cute! no All CATS are CUTE! i prefer cats more than dogs, to be honest :) So this movie was definitely nice to me! There's a scene that Puss was playing with the light appeared on the wall, i went all AWWW  and AWWWSSS ! so lovely and adorable!!! >< and when Puss was still a baby kittieeee, YEAAAAKKK!! i felt like wanna hug PUSS!!! >.<

Anyway, the story was simple. it's watched for fun but not much catchy scenes.

Getting KTM at night was not a good idea and the people were a little fierce. Thank God that the second train was not so crowded. To me, it's spacious :) LRT was even better, there were plenty of seats and quiet:)  i love the journey! Outside was black. this reminded me of spirited away again :) it's a good time that allowed me to start blank out my mind :)

Although i was tired after that, but i enjoyed myself :)



Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Goodbye! Semester three!

ahhh..

what a relief! i got my results for my End of Semester 3 examination. Although the grade was a slight fall but it's seriously beyond my own expectations. i never thought that there had no even a single C for Carmen appeared on my report card. i expected that i might failed for this examination. Thank God and Praise the Lord and God!

System of the examination was changed from this year onwards: All is multiple choice question and no short answer question and essay, except for microbiology for pharmacists. Hence, this indicates that the range of questions to come out on test paper is broad and wide. You need to memorise every single details from the notes or else, try your luck by tossing the coin on that day itself. No, there are 5 to 10 options, coin with just two faces aint enough for you to try out your luck it seems. There are 30 to 40 questions in total, but contributes 70% in each paper. For aiming a pass in IMU, you got to score for at least 50%. So, you roughly know that not much questions left for you to answer them with fortune.

After sitting for the examination of this semester, i must give a great applause to my seniors. Out of eight papers, eight, yes EIGHT out of EIGHT are mostly testing your memorising skill. Sometimes reasoning and critical thinking skills can still be applied but not much. For instance, there is a paper about natural product in medicine, it's about facts of each plants or herbs, reasoning skill can only be applied on how its basic compound structure reacts with the receptors in our body, but before you can do that, try to memorise its compound structure and the functional group it possesses, and of course, its unique name. Inserting names had already caught me in trouble. What about its side effects, mechanism of action, properties..etc :( haih, i salute the pharmacists out there. Anyway, every course has its own difficulties. Got once i sipped into a lecture of medic students, all health science students must learn about body systems, however, the things that have to be learned by them, the future doctors, are far more deeper and more complete compared to us. i guess if i asked a medic friend to sit for my body system's papers, they can finish the paper pretty fast.

Well, we still need to learn something related to pharmaceutics or physical pharmacy. That's the part i love the most in this course. Seriously. They are more of like simple physics theories (very simple) or physical chemistry and seldom related to biology or organic chemistry (but still, functional groups play an important role in it too). Another paper is called as extemporaneuous skills of compounding and dispensing drug.. err.. i have forgotten its actual name, anyway, it's fun but tedious! We need to produce the products, finishing the report in time ! damn, and maximum of three writing mistakes on the reports. During the process the working place must be kept clean and tidy if not marks will be deducted. My heart was in race everytime when i was having these classes. i expected that i would fail for this subject. i was late on that examination day. Morever, i couldnt find my seat and thought that i entered the wrong laboratory. i was in panic. After i found my seat and started reading the question, shoot! my mind was blank and forgot the calculation for making the suppositories. My first set of suppositories was a big failure. i was scared. Quickly i proceeded to make another product, guess what? it's a non-removable cream =='' Since i was behind time, i left the tile uncleaned at the side and my examiner came near to my seat to deduct my marks for cleanliness. Furthermore, i used extra amount of an ingredient so my cream was yellower than others! i went to a stage of nearly craziness. The third product was emulsion, it's the easiest one, but wait, how come when i poured the mixture into the amber bottle, it seemed like less than the volumn targeted?! damn.. i was freaked out. 45 minutes left, i quickly took back my suppository report and made a big cross on the wrong formula, without concerning of that ' maximum 3 mistakes on report ' rule, rewrote the exact formula ( my God, i was so lucky that my mind remember about the formula back in time). My final suppositories were damn nice! T-T i was nearly tearing. After sticking the labels on all three containers and without double checking my reports due to lack of time, i submitted everything with a strong feeling of GG-ness.... the situation was worsen when i found out that i wrote the wrong date on the reports and labels............. ' maximum 3 mistakes on report ' rule.....

and so, i burst into tears.....

'' i have to resit for this subject... what should i do ? ''

'' even if i pass, it's definitely a C ..''

my mind couldnt think straight..

Thank to my friends, they consoled me with hugs and we had a great dinner together. Jiaying, kailing, karmen and gwen.

Few days later, Albert asked me about how i did for that test. i was crying again. haha, i think this scared him a little. sorry.

The story was not ended yet.

In my first week of study break, i received a message from my friend, i was told that Griffin was in bad situation as suddenly there was a flyer no longer joining for the cheerleading competition due to personal reasons (but forgiveable  :/ ) the competition was five days later. they needed a flyer. so yeah, i ended up helping out. Before that, i was asked to in charge of fundraising for Griffin as well. Consequently, i got to taking care of the booth in the morning, at night practicing and learning the performance in a damn fast way, preparing and cooking the food for fundraising in midnight, worrying of revision everyday ( i already mentioned above, sem3 was tough), trying hard to recover myself from my personal stuff. i was in stress. So, got once when the practice didnt go well, i couldnt do a stunt so yeah, i cried again =='' damn weak me ! But thank God!!! after having a bonding session with my stunt group, i could do that ! although not 100%~ On the third day of having fun with cheerleading mates, the previous flyer appeared and she said that she was able to join again :D Great news!! :) i was quite pleasure about it lar :) at least one more burden could be taken down from  my shoulder. Throughout the first week of study break, i am thankful to a fellow, i dont really want to expose that identity. Seriously, i never forget about your help. i shall record it in my diary? haha

So, i only started my revision properly in second week. i had to rush and memorised, munched the notes in two weeks time, for all 6 papers. haha, seriously, praise the Lord and God! i didnt know why i suddenly had a weird thought: God made the world in 6 days time and rest on 7th day, us the human was made according to His image, God is able, so i might also possess certain strength to work as hard as God. Although God is almighty but im just nothing without God's help. hahhaha, this was the way i pushed myself to the extreme lar.. and i enjoyed the Sundays, too. :S it means, i tried to study one paper in 2 days time.. ignoring the fact that i was exhausted to the extreme.

i felt no regret too :) because i really had fun during my study break. First week was about cheerleading and i was tossed by those old and new faces , shoulder sit, learning new dances, met new people! Great memories to be stored in mind forever!!! i love it!! <3

Second and third weeks were all about studies. Dont know lar, i am a sinner, i am sure that you guys experience that too : we always seek for God more when we are at the end of the rope. More troubles or problems i faced, the more i seeked for God. There was a Sunday Sermon about baptizing, i felt excited when i witnessed the water baptizing ceremony for the first time in my life. My previous self would never step out from my room during my study break, not even Sunday. but i did that in this critical period. LOL.. i rested myself just to test out my weird theory.

Therefore, i am grateful that my results were still roughly maintained. :) i love my God! God is able!

i am thankful to those who supported me throughout my exam month as well. Albert is a great friend to have :) Thanks for treating me as your family member :D



Saturday, October 8, 2011

Run For Nation

It was a great event! i am really glad that i had an opportunity to be one of the volunteers in medical team! Because of this event, i learned first aid for my very first time, i took the first aid kit with me throughout the whole event and this feeling was awesome! Hehe, and thank to Paul! Even though i never learned first aid before but he still gave me a try to be the first aider! Thank to Jonathan, his batchmate, willing to spare out some of his precious time to teach me some first aid skills! For your information, i am the only one who is from pharmacy course! ahahaha... others are medic students ! >.< so you know, i was really pleasure and excited when Paul asked me! XD

Not to forget to mention about the event! It was a grand Christian event i guess :) Singapore, Australia and Cambodia did join the force! The participants, aka the runners had to pray while running, it was not an easy task. They had to be both physically and mentally strong to accomplish the task given to them. The end point was at Luther Centre. hahahhaa, this place reminded me of Chicken Siew! i will never forget about the night when we got lost in a serious jamming traffic. :( Sorry Edwin! and Xin Yi!

i had met great people, too! :) All the sharings given by the Brothers and Sisters in Christ are useful and they did really clear my messy mind out. Thank God, who controls and plans for our lives, He always know my troubles and questions, and this time He allowed me to meet them, so He used them to answer to my previous unanswered doubts. Keep on praying, Prayers work! in the name of Jesus of course, so that the conversation is only between God and you. Never run away right after the prayer, because God needs time to answer your prayer. He does talk to you and you can listen to Him with the power of Holy Spirit. Thank you God! Amen! ^^ (i tried it and somehow it worked! Amazing !! God is Awesome! Amen! )

Sunday, March 20, 2011

appreciation

Time flies! This week consisted of both sweet and bitter memories. i was not sure whether the hormones circulating within my body gave an extensive of influence on it or not. Anywhere, forget about about the bitterness. i do love to mention about the sweetness here only!

i was happy, i am happy :)

At 12a.m. sharp on date 17th. My housemates planned to give me a surprise celebration. Since i was caught by illness, i just ignored the disturbance made by my housemate. Perhaps she was just too bored so she was slightly hyperactive on that night. Few hours later, my alarm clock rang and it showed 6a.m., but i was unwilling to wake up. Seriously, i strongly felt that i did not have sufficient sleep. Hence without a single thought i continued to sleep. My housemates were all impatient by my laziness. Finally they rushed into my room with the cake, while i looked at the clock on wall, it's only 12am. i do like to call this celebration as '6 am trick '

Next day morning, i would like to clarify something here. Actually, i did not shit in the toilet. That was a lame excuse given by me to my housemate k. Who knows you guys were waiting for me. aih. Image and reputation were gone because of this excuse. T.T Fortunately i dressed up earlier, except for my bushy hair. Once opened the door, i saw a guy inside my room! OF COURSE i will scream out loud please! That was a pretty common reflex! i believed! T.T Paul, i was so sorry that you were the reason which caused me to yell and ran away. Phew, luckily that Albert was not there. The impact will be four-folded if there were two guys, i think... hmm..  Conciousness was back and then only noticed about the existence of Hui Lu and Wei Ling. HAHAHAH. ... epic celebration.

Back to IMU. i saw a book on my table. It's really full of unexpectation. i saw effort and love in it :) that's why i cried :) touching! Credit to the people involved k :) especially Jia Ying, Gwen, Kai Ling and Kar mern.

Next day, Shu Fang stayed over at my place. How nice she was to compose a birthday song for me! yay!

Then, another matter which was out of expectation happened in the afternoon. Ohma was here! Yii! Met new and old friends. But i had said something wrong during the outing. : / i hope they did not think too much about it. i brought that name into the conversation without any intention. Those who know about the meaning, Yes, it is definitely an OFF between me and 'tut'. and this is not a lie.

okay. thank you :) please wait for me to thank you guys with something. Time is the lack factor and exam is coming soon. Hope you guys be patient. ;P

Sunday, February 20, 2011

lousy!

Sometimes, i am shocked by my own blurriness. Without a double check and clarification on a matter, making myself in dilemma and depression, funnily at the end when the mist was cleared by giving a second glance on it again, the truth was not as bad as what i thought in the early time. Aih!!! so what's that for to me sighing silently while thinking about it everytime?

Anywhere, at least that mistake pull me forward for improvement. It's just the first obstacle of whole journey, i do not dare to think that i am still within the safe range if nothing is done by now.

ps: it's about academic writing's grade.  -siao- myself! LOL

Saturday, January 22, 2011

PBL :(

i was depressed by my performance during my pbl. AHHH... i still could not change my behavior at all! Being unserious.

me: '' ...this drug hydrochlorothiazide has some side effects especially for males.. like.. impotence. ''

i gave our groupmates and facilitator a glance... hmm.. yes, i still behaved good.

But when i saw my friend giving me a smile...gosh, this triggered my laughing-like-heaven mode

i could not control myself and made my face in red due to laughing too hard for at least 5 seconds. My friends, too had tried to chill me down.

Friend: '' .. increase the heart pulse rate...''

'' bu-bup!''

yeah, it's me again. i made this annoying sound effect. i was SO SORRY. when i was 'ingesting' the points given by my friend, i got high and acted stupid.

ah~~~ i was really a lamer in my pbl.

In the end of it, as we discussed about the uses of magnesium ion, i crapped. Once i finally realised that i was still in the room

'' oh... sorry, i think i said something wrong again.''

G_G... the facilitator himself, too laughed at me.

i could not imagine how many marks will be given to my performance, out of 7.5? AHHHHHH .. i just cant be serious. i need a long way to instil professionalism within myself.

But, funnily, my friends voted me as the leader for next pbl session. LOL anywhere i rejected it. XD

Thank you for that !

Friday, January 14, 2011

silent treatment

i had attended my first problem based learning class. and LOL. Silent treatment was the 'medication' prescribed by the pharmacists going to be to the facilitators. But, this is the natural tendency~ ( Dr. Arjun's golden maxim ) Our first topic was about hypertension. For the coming lesson, i will be the reporter. ah, wish me luck!

ps: This poster is scary.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

PS for back to hectic life

oh wow~

i received a message from my captain. According to her, there is a secret valentine's event on this 14th Feb. Well, school would like to invite us to perform on this day. Hence, practices are ON with no hesitation !!! >..<

Some of the cheermates are nagging for 'fishing' on floor ( aka the practice ) recently and their wishes were granted. i am quite excited as i can watch Griffin's We Rock performance again! But, this time i really need to say 'no' to them.

In fact, i indeed need a cheerleader to give me that HIGH HIGH spirit, how am i able to cheer people up as i don't feel like smiling all this time. i'm looking forward for their performance ( if nothing goes wrong in the end ) and i will definitely play my role as spectator to the BEST for dearest them. :) Show my hands to them! *clap clap* Best of lucks ~~~~ X)

Then, it's about my brother. LOL~ as a huge table is necessary tool for a graphic designer, we bought it from Carrefour. It's time for him to experience the work of carpenter. Started the work at 3pm, funnily he just finished it by now, clock showed 10 something pm, with the help of his true friends. i like them, they really treat my brother well X), hoping their friendships last forever. Say it with their common lang: '' hai heng dai, yat sai dou hai heng dai!!!! weexxxx '' ( cantonese )

i was benefited from here also!! i got Free pvc board! X) it is not cheap okay? whoa, it was not too late for happy event to arrive! Tonight i am sure that i will have a good night sleep. Thank you!

~Just a little thing can make a person smile~

Friday, December 3, 2010

my favourite~

woohoo~ finally found it! not remix.

Dont you feel it's more touching?? ngahaha~




Today my results were out. Being nervous for whole week and finally my heart was cool.8)
Enjoy my holidays with joy, Say 'NO' to the resit examination.

Thank you for listening to me.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

gomenasai









Lyrics are up there in the video. Hmm.. i think nothing is appropriate to say to friend when i have let him or her down. '' Sorry '' is the only word which appears in mind although it is not helping. Friend might accepts the apology and forgives me on the mistakes or faults i have done to him or her. As time passes he or she might soon forgets about that, the one who cant erase that fact in the mind is me, since guilt makes me shall not forgive myself about it.

Today, is it considered a good day to me? i am not really sure. In the early morning i just noticed that i didnt have any formal pants in the robe except the large sized one which's given by my mother. Quite inconvenient for me because i have to pull it up while walking. Belt couldnt help this time, too. Moreover, i threw my another formal pants into my laundry bag already. Soon i decided to wear a pair of grey jeans. '' i think...it is not a problem.. as these two days there are people wearing jeans right? '' This thought came into my head and without any double consideration. It's just decided with no scare and smooth.

....

Just a second when entering the examination hall, the lecturer in charge today picked up the mic and announced that no denims material clothings. ( o.o ) How fortunate i was. The first and second day no such incident happened but now? A really good treat given to me for my first time of breaking dresscode. i was still allowed to sit for the paper. But yeah, my destiny is held in the examiners' hands. Crazy, i am still very calm right now. ... maybe, this is one of the blessings given by God. Acceptance. i am thankful that the resit day for genetics does not clash with my vacation. Thank you and what a relief. phew~

till here then =)