Changes

November is arriving soon, this indicates that year 2011 is coming to an end. This year is definitely a long period when there's lot of changes happening on me or on other people. Those matters are uncountable by just pointing out your ten fingers. Up and down all the time and the storm is like never ended. Conflicts, confusions, dilemma.. oheemmgeee... just too much of negative things!!! i felt awful as when i saw my efforts used to settle those messy wires were just helpless in my situation. But when i planned to voice out and complain about them, yelling out loud, there's something invisible stucked my mouth for sure, reason: i clearly know that complaints will bring more troubles and my life is not as worst as those people who live in true dilemmas right?? :/

And so, sooner, my temper became bad. As i didnt not find the dustbin for myself.

Anyway. That's all for now, need to off and continue to do my revision :) :) :)

Run For Nation

It was a great event! i am really glad that i had an opportunity to be one of the volunteers in medical team! Because of this event, i learned first aid for my very first time, i took the first aid kit with me throughout the whole event and this feeling was awesome! Hehe, and thank to Paul! Even though i never learned first aid before but he still gave me a try to be the first aider! Thank to Jonathan, his batchmate, willing to spare out some of his precious time to teach me some first aid skills! For your information, i am the only one who is from pharmacy course! ahahaha... others are medic students ! >.< so you know, i was really pleasure and excited when Paul asked me! XD

Not to forget to mention about the event! It was a grand Christian event i guess :) Singapore, Australia and Cambodia did join the force! The participants, aka the runners had to pray while running, it was not an easy task. They had to be both physically and mentally strong to accomplish the task given to them. The end point was at Luther Centre. hahahhaa, this place reminded me of Chicken Siew! i will never forget about the night when we got lost in a serious jamming traffic. :( Sorry Edwin! and Xin Yi!

i had met great people, too! :) All the sharings given by the Brothers and Sisters in Christ are useful and they did really clear my messy mind out. Thank God, who controls and plans for our lives, He always know my troubles and questions, and this time He allowed me to meet them, so He used them to answer to my previous unanswered doubts. Keep on praying, Prayers work! in the name of Jesus of course, so that the conversation is only between God and you. Never run away right after the prayer, because God needs time to answer your prayer. He does talk to you and you can listen to Him with the power of Holy Spirit. Thank you God! Amen! ^^ (i tried it and somehow it worked! Amazing !! God is Awesome! Amen! )

Greed

One person can be so greedy. So i do.

i desire a camera badly. But to own it, i need to start the 'bread plan' from today onwards.

What is 'bread plan'?

well, it's just a way of preventing you to feel hungry and at the same time you have saved up 80% of your pocket money. Hmm, maybe 90%.

Once i get that amount of money, it does not mean that i will own that camera, too. Because by that time, i think i will save up that money and keep it for another thing. oh well.

This picture reminded me of one night when i went out and dined with my friends at a restaurant.

Few seconds later, my mother called me and asked..

'' hey, going out and eat at restaurant? what had you ordered ? ''

and i answered

'' err.. garlic bread? '' (ps: 'bread plan' )

then, my friends started to laugh.

You cannot give to others what you do not have yourself. First, make yourself emotionally, physically, spiritually wealthy, and then freely give to others.

:)

aha! finally finished the second drama in this raya break! 'sungkyunkwan scandal' :D after watching city hunter and this drama, i found out that i actually quite enjoy those drama which are classified into period as their genres more. For instance, this 'la', taechangkeum, hwangjinyi. Sungkyunkwan Scandal is set in Sungkyunkwan University in the late Joseon era during the reign of King Jeongjo, revolving around the exploits and love stories of four youths. When her younger brother's illness worsens and their family is in danger of being evicted from their house for lack of money, Kim Yoon Hee enters the school under his name, disguised as a boy in her desperation to support him. There, she becomes friends with the intelligent and upright Lee Sun Joon, the playboy Goo Yong Ha and rebellious Moon Jae Shin. Anyway, have this kind of matters ever happened in the past before? i would be proud of that girl.

Another moral issue which has been mentioned in the drama is that what will you do as a child, when you know about your dad, the person who once you respected the most, the person who is your role model since the day you're born to this world, had been doing immoral things.

‘舍身取义'

After knowing the truth behind, you're taught to forgive him. But, the problem is how are you able to say ' i forgive you' as when he doesnt even bother to admit his own fault in front of you and provides that opportunity for you to do so? Escapism and ignorance are not the best solutions because the roots of the problem will only grow deeper and as time passes by it will be more difficult to pluck it out of the ground. Disappointment seeds within child's mind because the child loves his dad too much.

How cant the dad understand how his child feels? Ego and pride and status and shamefulness? Then where are the love, fairness, teachings, acknowledgements?

  ' once you have done wrong, stand up and admit it. '

To every parent, it will only be a heartaching say to your children if you do not even make it as your own principle but use that kind of theory to teach your children. Because you dont even bother to show the right attitude to your children. Credibility and reliability of a life teacher will just be gone like that.

It's too painful to the children of yours because they love you too much.


So, please be a real role model, let the children to be proud of you and let them wont have any second thought on what you did.

人·。

city hunter :)

suddenly! :)

liking someone is a fortune.

liking someone is a happiness.

these are the values i have learned from the drama. :)

so, am i brave enough to say it out loud like kim nana? :P neh, im just 20! no way i will do that until i become an adult.

hwang jin yi!!!!

Thanks to Secret Garden!!! i finally found out the actual name for my favourite drama!!!!! T__________T

'Hwang Jin Yi'

i love her so much! the OST!!!! XD !!!





WEEEXXXX this is awesome!!!!



and the most awesome one is here!!! (scroll down to the last video!!!! )



YEAKKKK!!!! love this drama so much!!! <3 X)

better piece of trash

Just came back from cinema, and yeap! :D i just watched it!!! one of the big hits of 2011's summer!!! Transformers: Dark of the moon.

At 10a.m. we headed to Summit at first. Lucky angel was not with us as the seats were almost booked and bought by others. Well, due to my father has to go outstation tomorrow so we did try our luck and drove to pyramid. AHA! we got the tickets! fyi, the seats were not bad, too.

Showing time was 2 p.m. Thus, i entered arcade to spend my spare time. err..no comment to my scores. -_-''

Movie began. Front part of it was pretty lengthy. Excitement and climax were at the back part. you know, those fighting scenes and shedding of lubricant oil. Slightly disappointed by how the director put the war to the end.

"why do always decepticons get better piece of trash?! "

hmm.. i like this statement.



another recommendation :)