15!

i was thought as 15 year old teen again. * clap clap * Thank you.

Hmm... is it good to be happy about it? i have been worried about my young looking (pardon me) would actually bring me some troubles in the future. For instance at workplace, will my patients doubt about my qualification when they consult me to have medication or advices.

Four months later, i am turning 20.

my favourite~

woohoo~ finally found it! not remix.

Dont you feel it's more touching?? ngahaha~




Today my results were out. Being nervous for whole week and finally my heart was cool.8)
Enjoy my holidays with joy, Say 'NO' to the resit examination.

Thank you for listening to me.

from a manga

i was always a captive of my own memories. 

Now, 

as i finally leave on my own journey, 

i wonder if my friends will be waiting for me 

when i get there.

it's not about me

:(

i dont understand. Scolding is not the only way to correct the children right? Why are we not able to hold our anger when someone has done something imperfectly? In this world there are many types of personalities. So, we need to find out the most effective way to teach a person. For example, my brother. He does not like to be scolded. The more you scold him, more depressed he becomes. Self- denial and lost of confidence in everything he does. Improvement is not, worst it is. i tried once to talk to him in a funny way when correcting his work, he accepted  it and no complaint was made.

At least, he took the broom and helped us to sweep the floor. Although, dust could still be seen.

But why, thank you was not the word he received. He was nagged for around 15 mins. Now, he locked himself in his room.

i think if my mother says it in another way round, like this: '' thank you, my son. but you can do better, let me tell you which part you........''

i cant imagine how a guy will become when confidence is not instilled in himself anymore.

hope he is fine.

a movie

Finally, visiting the theater again after Step Up 3. i watched Harry Potter, with Kelsey, Hui Lu, Albert, Shu fang and Kelly. Hmm..it's better than previous episode, i didnt fall asleep for this time, it's a good sign. No bad comment. Director made an effort, everyone agrees? Along the journey atmosphere shall be dark, hope-less, helpless, and lonely. The radio effect by reporting the name and name and name...made that all out, at least i could feel the despair, of course not to forget about Ron's corpse-like facial look did contribute some marks here. Hehe, dont know, among the characters, Ron got my attention the most. He's funny even he's in danger. i could barely hold my laughter. Well, case was different for Albert, he got high every moment when Hermione appeared in screen.

'' (sob) i am sad because she is sad...''

''......''

funny fellow.

                                                                                                             Photo Gallery-- Just Emma~

 (i like her red dress.)

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Today i went for a haircut, by the way.

i hope she likes the dark chocolate. =)

Absolute Refractory Period

It's fast. My first semester was ended just right before a couple of hours ago. Frankly speaking, it wasnt the best ending that appeared in mind since last week. Anywhere, no complaint from me. Sometimes life just doesnt seem to go in the way of what we wish to and i guess it's right for us to accept this is reality. At least, it was not the worst. :) Glad that it made out 70%, still. haha

oh, a minute ago i read about Malaysia University Ranking. Imu did get the 4th place. 1st was UM, followed by USM. A tie for both UTAR and UUM. Is this information reliable and credible? i wonder. haha.. and i saw TUC in the list, too.

When there's something ended, it indicates that something new soon would begins. (....)

Is the change that comes to me bringing me satisfaction? Or ..?

gomenasai

Lyrics are up there in the video. Hmm.. i think nothing is appropriate to say to friend when i have let him or her down. '' Sorry '' is the only word which appears in mind although it is not helping. Friend might accepts the apology and forgives me on the mistakes or faults i have done to him or her. As time passes he or she might soon forgets about that, the one who cant erase that fact in the mind is me, since guilt makes me shall not forgive myself about it.

Today, is it considered a good day to me? i am not really sure. In the early morning i just noticed that i didnt have any formal pants in the robe except the large sized one which's given by my mother. Quite inconvenient for me because i have to pull it up while walking. Belt couldnt help this time, too. Moreover, i threw my another formal pants into my laundry bag already. Soon i decided to wear a pair of grey jeans. '' i think...it is not a problem.. as these two days there are people wearing jeans right? '' This thought came into my head and without any double consideration. It's just decided with no scare and smooth.

....

Just a second when entering the examination hall, the lecturer in charge today picked up the mic and announced that no denims material clothings. ( o.o ) How fortunate i was. The first and second day no such incident happened but now? A really good treat given to me for my first time of breaking dresscode. i was still allowed to sit for the paper. But yeah, my destiny is held in the examiners' hands. Crazy, i am still very calm right now. ... maybe, this is one of the blessings given by God. Acceptance. i am thankful that the resit day for genetics does not clash with my vacation. Thank you and what a relief. phew~

till here then =)