gomenasai

Lyrics are up there in the video. Hmm.. i think nothing is appropriate to say to friend when i have let him or her down. '' Sorry '' is the only word which appears in mind although it is not helping. Friend might accepts the apology and forgives me on the mistakes or faults i have done to him or her. As time passes he or she might soon forgets about that, the one who cant erase that fact in the mind is me, since guilt makes me shall not forgive myself about it.

Today, is it considered a good day to me? i am not really sure. In the early morning i just noticed that i didnt have any formal pants in the robe except the large sized one which's given by my mother. Quite inconvenient for me because i have to pull it up while walking. Belt couldnt help this time, too. Moreover, i threw my another formal pants into my laundry bag already. Soon i decided to wear a pair of grey jeans. '' i think...it is not a problem.. as these two days there are people wearing jeans right? '' This thought came into my head and without any double consideration. It's just decided with no scare and smooth.

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Just a second when entering the examination hall, the lecturer in charge today picked up the mic and announced that no denims material clothings. ( o.o ) How fortunate i was. The first and second day no such incident happened but now? A really good treat given to me for my first time of breaking dresscode. i was still allowed to sit for the paper. But yeah, my destiny is held in the examiners' hands. Crazy, i am still very calm right now. ... maybe, this is one of the blessings given by God. Acceptance. i am thankful that the resit day for genetics does not clash with my vacation. Thank you and what a relief. phew~

till here then =)