20th of MAR

i should study at this time...somehow the biology book is still remained in my 'fattening' addidas schoolbag..my head is just too exhausted? i guess..since yesterday night i kept yawning till now..fortunately that i could still manage to drive home safely although it had been few times that my sight was actually blur like everything's covered by mist...before leaving i had requested my brother to chat with me in the car..that dude, he was just dare to sleep in front of me! envy me~ and today, after taking my lunch with my family..a plate of wanton noodle was just about it..( one of my friends reminded me of it yesterday,this was how my order made without any hesitation..heh)..i was too tired till i could make myself taking my nap in dining room comfortably..ouch...the effect of inaccurate sleeping posture was just no good....i could barely hear some cracking noises when stretching my back~

''straight talking please
''you bite your tongue about how you really feet just to maintain the peace. but it's a frustrating silence that eats away at your relationship. let others see and hear the real you by asking yourself the right questions'' @.@

we have natural concerns about saying what's really on our minds and in our hearts. sometimes it is right to be careful..we hold back...simply because we are scared of uncomfortable with expressing our feelings..acting out gender conditioning (boys dont cry and girls shouldnt be pushy ) but there is a possibility of getting someone on his nerve,too...

in a nut shell

we need to communicate skillfully

sigh...im not good in communication..and i will just spill everything out from my mouth..sorry guys..if i said something wrong that hurts your feelings...i apologize here...but im here to say that i will try my best to improve my skill...