Thursday, May 17, 2012

not a pleasant post again.

It's weird. i seldom write something that sounds happy. Instead, i blog more often when i am depressed.


Oh well, no one reads about my blog so it does not matter i think.

i think, i am tired, once again.

Is this my third time of having such recurrence?

i guess i need to put more and more efforts in it. But how much is enough? how much is more? i am tired. Please tell me the exact value.

My friends who care about me scolded that 'the one not be named' as bastard for me.

i feel like saying bad stuff about him, too. But nah, forget about it. i just cant do it. im just too nice. HAHA

My shield was broken once again. Then, i am tired to repair it.

Heart is just like naked DNA. As it can be invaded by any cDNA randomly. i dont think heat-shock is essential step for this round.

God, i am silly enough to pray for him, forgive forgive. He is still my brother-in-Christ. So, love him, Carmen. pray pray pray....

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