Where is it?

I was just questioned by my mother. '' have you ever cared about your brother?''

It was a dead silence after this. Because I am not sure.

It sounds ridiculous. But deep into my heart, at that moment I could not find a firm base to give an exact answer. If I care about him, then why do I seldom ask about his stuff? Well, I reasoned it that most probably it is because of my mother, since she always informs me immediately for every matter, I have gained a habit of not asking. If I do not care about him, why am I worried of him sometimes?

This kind of situation just made me felt that I am a cold hearted being.

“　可我还在暖这你的心。”
"可惜它被你给暖烫了。”