Tuesday, October 26, 2010

heart to heart talk

well, yesterday was cool and i was so glad to meet all the imu's pm3ians except felicia. having a conversation ( as usual ) about relationship. yes, it is still a hot topic to talk about.

i strongly agree that we would be damn hurted when the one we like shares about the matters between he/she and the person he/she likes with us.

hmm, sweeping my math to another side and having a thought of it. what would be my response at that particular moment? i m sure that i would have difficulties in expressing my emotions. i will give him a fake laugh (although i dont like the word fake here) and at the same time i have to surpress my disappointment flawlessly.

thanks to weh kiat, he introduced an interesting game for us to play. haha, as usual, i would prefer to sit beside and enjoy looking at them tapping on the iphone's screen.

'' woo..it is more intense than medic..''

comment given by wei ling noob X)

great evening before going for my cheer practice.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Sudden sadness

Clicking the mouse, viewing every single photo of hers. Something got my attention.

A sudden sorrow.

Is that the reason of why you are interested in it?

I tend to think odd recently. I should have stopped the bad habit. Because it is irritating. The reason is simple yet it's clear.

UOHT TARH

=) what e va

drownsiness

Why am i so weak recently?

The enemies started to attack my kingdom since the dawn of my cheerleading life. I tried to increase the number of soldiers at the front and commanded them to clear the enemies them all without showing any mercy.

Chicken.

Perhaps the enemies had a new strategy, on the date 21st of October. The enemies made their final move, throwing a massive blow on my side. Just like the hiroshima and nagasaki fat boy bomb, which is literally described in our form three history textbox ( or form 2 ? ). The continuous attacks had finally led us to wave the white flag on the date of 22nd of October, time: 17: 25: 47.

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Date: 24th of October
Time: 17: 34: 24

Reporting------------------

-- enemies retreating
-- kingdom rebuilding

hmm..the barrier should be built as high as possible. ZZZ

birthday

Everyone should not forget about her birthday.

It's her birthday.

And yeah, you have grown one year older.

Have a blast,

to my dearest daughter,

Goh Sze Ching. =)

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

cheerleader

i would never know the reason why i take part in cheerleading. It is definitely not suitable for me. Looking at all those cheerleaders, they have a similar attitude, they are bright and cheerful. Taking out a mirror and staring at the reflected image, gloomy pessimist i am.

It's been a month for the cheer practice. Once joining it, you would raise up your hand and give them a salutation everytime you see their performances. A reflex. There are a lot of hard works and sweaty, tiring, shocking, exhausting, bloody( ? ) happenings before they show out what they have in front of the spectators. i am lucky enough to be given a chance to take a role as a flier. Somewhat it seems so unbelievable. i admit.

i am not good. i cant complete all the stunt moves without the help of my supporter and base. For example, my supporter has to twist my legs forcefully just to make sure that my twist is three hundred and sixty degree. If i do it alone, it wont be perfect, another hundred and eighty degree is missing. Guilt haunts me. i could not forget the day i hurted all three of them in one goal. i forgot to close my legs. i kicked one of my base's face, a fist directly hit my another base, in add, i forgot to lie down, thus i heavily fell on my supporter's injured elbow. Guess what? i was the one who did wrong, however i was in a good shape. Stepping up and fronting them, saying sorry one by one. The feeling i had at that moment was awful.

Another one which was unerasable. i fell and knocked my skull. It was not that painful. My supporter quickly moved me to lean on him and tried to relieve my pain. i told them i was alright. They all looked so nervous. i cried. It was not due to the pain brought by the head, it's because of i felt myself was so useless. i made them to be worried of me. i tried to control my tears however it's failure. See, an useless being.

Time flied and my cheerleading life came to an end, a perfect one. We won and got the gold medal. Everything had paid off. As what i said, effort is always appreciated and at the end it gives you a priceless reward. We hanged out to klang and ate Bak kut teh. Although i was quite quiet and talked less, i had a nice time with them really. You may check out my facebook. Through my facial expression you can easily feel that i really got hyper after performing.


I am being thankful.

I did spend lots of time for my cheer practice but my result for my organic chemistry was a nice one.
Yet, i was awarded a gold medal for the cheer competition.
I was given a chance to be a flier, letting me to learn some first aids( through observation), elevator, extension, liberte, normal and twist craider, step up, meeting those awesome friends. They are really nice and understanding, i always went home early but they never blamed me.

Thank you.

It's time to exhaust my brain. Putting that memories a side, try to space out my brain to store the bulky knowledge.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

钥匙

在我们的心中, 都有一扇门. 它是锁着的. 但并不代表它无法被打开.只不过在这世上钥匙仅有一把.


门的后面儿, 是汹涌的.

''嗒''

呼吸变得不顺畅的.

刹那间, 视线是模糊的.

啊, 下雨了吗? 

i know you wont

my dad has her album, she is carrie  underwood. She is good!

This song is quite catchy =D, especially the chorus part!

ahem, i guess i would fall in love with her songs for a period. X)