cheerleader

i would never know the reason why i take part in cheerleading. It is definitely not suitable for me. Looking at all those cheerleaders, they have a similar attitude, they are bright and cheerful. Taking out a mirror and staring at the reflected image, gloomy pessimist i am.

It's been a month for the cheer practice. Once joining it, you would raise up your hand and give them a salutation everytime you see their performances. A reflex. There are a lot of hard works and sweaty, tiring, shocking, exhausting, bloody( ? ) happenings before they show out what they have in front of the spectators. i am lucky enough to be given a chance to take a role as a flier. Somewhat it seems so unbelievable. i admit.

i am not good. i cant complete all the stunt moves without the help of my supporter and base. For example, my supporter has to twist my legs forcefully just to make sure that my twist is three hundred and sixty degree. If i do it alone, it wont be perfect, another hundred and eighty degree is missing. Guilt haunts me. i could not forget the day i hurted all three of them in one goal. i forgot to close my legs. i kicked one of my base's face, a fist directly hit my another base, in add, i forgot to lie down, thus i heavily fell on my supporter's injured elbow. Guess what? i was the one who did wrong, however i was in a good shape. Stepping up and fronting them, saying sorry one by one. The feeling i had at that moment was awful.

Another one which was unerasable. i fell and knocked my skull. It was not that painful. My supporter quickly moved me to lean on him and tried to relieve my pain. i told them i was alright. They all looked so nervous. i cried. It was not due to the pain brought by the head, it's because of i felt myself was so useless. i made them to be worried of me. i tried to control my tears however it's failure. See, an useless being.

Time flied and my cheerleading life came to an end, a perfect one. We won and got the gold medal. Everything had paid off. As what i said, effort is always appreciated and at the end it gives you a priceless reward. We hanged out to klang and ate Bak kut teh. Although i was quite quiet and talked less, i had a nice time with them really. You may check out my facebook. Through my facial expression you can easily feel that i really got hyper after performing.


I am being thankful.

I did spend lots of time for my cheer practice but my result for my organic chemistry was a nice one.
Yet, i was awarded a gold medal for the cheer competition.
I was given a chance to be a flier, letting me to learn some first aids( through observation), elevator, extension, liberte, normal and twist craider, step up, meeting those awesome friends. They are really nice and understanding, i always went home early but they never blamed me.

Thank you.

It's time to exhaust my brain. Putting that memories a side, try to space out my brain to store the bulky knowledge.