when it comes to an end

It's 2.10am and i am not sleepy at all. i did not even give myself a try to figure the root of it. Honestly, i dont feel bad at all as i know that next week onwards im gonna to stay up late everyday. Let it be a self preparation. Ah, i just forgot to tell my best buddies that i am taking part in cheer leading recently. That Jeanne was so suprised and blamed me that i did not update them about it on the Wednesday's outing. I am sorry, to Jeanne, Wan Cheen and Sze Ching. And yeah, don't be too worried, i will try my best to take care of my safety, come to think of it, i feel myself is so fortunate to have such caring friends like you guys. Nah, especially you Jeanne, you just reminded me that i should not take this risk as it may ( i am not sure since my doctor always says that i can do everything and nothing that i have to avoid from but i have to make sure that i need to swim gradually. i guess i should really squeeze out at least half an hour to swim. To keep my words, i just thrown my swimming suits into my luggage bag. ==) have slightly brought pressure on my backbone. Dancing nia la..

To Jess in Aus, Sze Ching just came back from national service. She cut her hair short and it suits her =). She looks younger, urmm, all of us agreed that she's just like a form4 teen right now. Like how Seng Peng described her national service's life to us last time, Sze Ching did have 5 meals per day. Cool (chin). Then we went for a movie, Step Up 3. It's a Must Watch!!! The story might not be attractive however the dancing, the routine, the people aka the dancers, performances just hooked us! Funny to tell you that we even stayed in the theater to watch the guy playing with his fingers although the show actually ended. Hehe, did you watch it in Aus? i 'd recommend you to watch it in 3D ^^...Ah, for your information, 16th of September was announced as Malaysia Day by our PM, and by this year onwards this day will be marked as public holiday in our calender. Oh, she did tell us something which's quite interesting =D, but im not gonna to tell you here. hehe..We planned to go out again on the coming Saturday, it would be much more simpler and have dessert at Snowflakes, hehe, still remember that place? This time Elisa will be present, i think Seng Peng would make it as well? i dont really know about the details for this time.

This break was short. Initially i desperately hoped that it would not come to an end. Yesterday i just changed up my mind, keeping myself busy is not as bad as what i think. It does exhaust me physically, at least it does not torture my brain. Hmm..it did seem like i did not use my time wisely, at least i slightly gain the trust from my mother? i chose to stay at home as much as i could so that she did not think something which it does not exist in my mind at all. Having productive talk ( ? ) with her mostly everyday thus from there she could understand me better. For your information, she was being so worried since i moved in to my hostel. Did i just make her to feel insecure? hmm.. anywhere, everything's clear right now.

malignant tumour. Pray hard. May all my merits been transfered to her though it isnt much. May she be able to keep herself from both mental and physical sufferings. May she be well and happy always. Stay strong.

They are cute. hehe..You girls are good! Not like me! i had fell down for 18 times in my 1st time of ice skating. Next time we shall go again. =D.

A cap, a sweater a torn out jeans and a top were for yesterday. i did not believe that i had such courage to try this kind of wearing out. Quite suprised by myself. i did something which i am not used to it. NO CAMHOR HERE PLEASE.

Fine, just gave myself a try. =) then, let's get back to normal. 

i shall go back to study now. Last word, thank you for encouragement. =D i am trying my best to make improvement.